For the last few months I've had the love of my life staying with me. She comes from the States (I live in the UK). We met right here on deviantART over 3 years ago and admitted our feelings 2 years, 3 months ago. She had to return home today. I must say this is one of the worst feelings I've ever encountered and I know its just as hard on her. I love her with all of my heart. When I got home from the airport I couldnt stay in my room long. It felt so cold and empty without her. I sat in the kitchen and burst into tears. Then had to run upstairs to vomit. She means so much to me and I feel so honoured to have had her here for so long. She makes me feel good about myself which is a hard task to accomplish. My heart longs for her touch, for the hugs I adored. I loved being that close to her after so long. I am as much in love now as I was when I first fell for her. No thats not true. I'm more in love than ever. I never thought I could be so happy as when I was in her arms.

Theresa ... I love you. I love you more than anything. You make me happier than any man has ever been. Thank you for everything. I miss you.